It definitely makes my heart bleed to talk about this part.
One of our values is "get it done". So a lot of people and I would work at the weekend to get stuff done. From director to manager, to the employee. Everybody would do that. And I know some will work like that, every weekend.
And that's one of the potential reasons that got me fired.
I was diagnosed with a kidney issue when I was young. Born from a poor family means never had money to cure it. So, for most of my life, I was waiting for death one way or another. But I am a proud person, I will never never be treated like I am less than others simply because I was never fully healthy. So, most of the time, I wouldn't talk about my disease, in fact, I don't really know anyone who will talk about his or her disease all day.
So when I was hired by Roblox, I was extremely appreciative of the chance they give me. It stands to reason for a person like me, working at the weekend? No problem. I never and will never complain about that. But it seems that in the end affects my health. It seems from the year 2019, I have gradually lost my thinking abilities. I can remember I requested to meet the CEO once. I asked him, what's the most important ability to create such a meaningful company. He said: "Never give up". For a person, whose whole life has been working in darkness, I know what's Never give up. I know what that means. And at that time, the toxic seems already build up in my body, that I can't think of any response. How useless I was.
There is a saying that goes, misfortune never goes alone. Then everything seemed to crash little by little while I couldn't really figure out what happened. I have been taking medicines that my family bought in China and shipped to me, but it seems in the end, my time was running out. During that period, one of the co-workers notices my condition when we all were trying to get something to ship. He said this to me: "Have you forgot what you have learned?" And then suggested me to rest awhile. I tried, but my eyes couldn't really read code line by line. No kidding there. And then my condition sometimes was a little better, sometimes was worse.
In the end, I was fired due to poor performance. HR insists the reason I was fired was due to poor performance for sure. It's like fire a runner for running slow when he broke his leg; An NBA player fired because he couldn't score while he lost his hand; A taxidriver was fired because he couldn't get enough customers when he has lost his eyesight.
My life since then has been hell. You can imaging you are living in an actual nightmare. Until I finally couldn't hold on anymore, I was in the hospital. Such a fool I was, always trying to hold on. I do remember a sentence the HR was trying to fire me: "It doesn't matter if you sign the documents or not, it will be executed". I have told them, I was sick in the email. I was angry, despair, and sad. I would never say something like this to a patient who looks about to die.
With that, I have no choice but to search for a legal method. I have tried to talk to HR when I was finally recovered. But it still seems, talking won't do much. After all, if apology works, why do we need policers?
If you read all mine comment, thanks. I will probably update later. This is my biggest complaint. The company's goal is to powering imagination. A murderer will not be able to build a society that people loving each other. Will the company be able to power imagination for children all over the world, when my story has such a sad outcome?